HIS guidance.

Of late, many bad things have been happening to my family.
I took urgent leave for 2 days due to some uncalled for situations, in which I will not elaborate.

Looking back, I really wonder what went wrong.

I doubt it's my parents.
Both of them are almost a saint.
Pious, generous and always think of others before self.

Which leave me to only one thing to blame.
Us, the kids.
Yes, Huda, Arif and Rauda.

I seriously blame myself, my brother and my sister for these mishaps that happened.
Why?
This is because, we are not like our parents.

Religious matters are looked at very lightly.
I can't remember the last time I really, really pray for 5 times a day.
Sometimes, I do stuffs without sincerity.
And I do not put others before me, unless they are my mum,dad or siblings.

What I am trying to say is that, no point having the parents do the religious stuffs but the kids don't.
Maybe, this is HIS way of telling me that I need to buck up on my religious practices.

I know I will.
Soon.

Bye.